Thinking of you :)
Its been awhile since I have written anything in depth on here, im curious to why…why I haven’t been wanting to share my feelings with this blog in the past weeks. I don’t think that I have been paying enough attention to myself, my emotional self…
I miss my mother, dearly… I know shes not that far away, but I cant help but miss the most important person in the world to me. Im blessed to have the mother that I do and I completely comprehend her value to me, she is my life force. I always said that if the human race were to send out a time capsule and there was to be an example of what a human being should aspire to be, “that’s my mom.”
Now that I think about it, I would like to continue on about my mother and write a lil bit more. Shes extremely intelligent, shes a teacher and has her masters, she would probably been pretty disappointed to see me write SHES opposed to she’s LoL.
She is naïve, but only because shes such a genuine personality…she has a hard time believing that anyone would try to pull a fast one on her, she would like to believe that she gets the best of everyone, she sees the good in people and has a hard time understanding why someone would attempt to deceive her. She still lets vacuum cleaner salesmen in the door in hopes of scoring one of THREE GRAND PRIZES (without having to purchase a thing) LOL. Man, I love my mom. I never leave my mother without telling her that I love her…and that’s the gods honest truth.
She is truly a treasure.
Just writing this blog makes me smile, I shake my head in wonder, in amazement that I have been so fortunate to have had god send down one of his blessed angels to care for me over the past 3 decades. She is a gift, the kinda gift that you get when you don’t expect it…a present, just cause…and its just what you wanted kinda deal.
My biggest fear is knowing that one day, she wont be around and it almost brings me to tears just thinking about it. Ive been told, don’t think about such things, but when something means that much to you, and you understand its true value, you cant help but think that you would do anything in your power to keep them forever, but also know…that no matter how much you care, and no matter what you do…you have absolutely no control over how much time you are given with that person.
Its human nature to take things for granted, the key is to realize that it’s one of our fatal flaws, which reminds me about an earlier blog I wrote about on TIME. Don’t let it pass you by, more importantly…don’t let peoples time that you desire pass you by either.
David.
I miss my mother, dearly… I know shes not that far away, but I cant help but miss the most important person in the world to me. Im blessed to have the mother that I do and I completely comprehend her value to me, she is my life force. I always said that if the human race were to send out a time capsule and there was to be an example of what a human being should aspire to be, “that’s my mom.”
Now that I think about it, I would like to continue on about my mother and write a lil bit more. Shes extremely intelligent, shes a teacher and has her masters, she would probably been pretty disappointed to see me write SHES opposed to she’s LoL.
She is naïve, but only because shes such a genuine personality…she has a hard time believing that anyone would try to pull a fast one on her, she would like to believe that she gets the best of everyone, she sees the good in people and has a hard time understanding why someone would attempt to deceive her. She still lets vacuum cleaner salesmen in the door in hopes of scoring one of THREE GRAND PRIZES (without having to purchase a thing) LOL. Man, I love my mom. I never leave my mother without telling her that I love her…and that’s the gods honest truth.
She is truly a treasure.
Just writing this blog makes me smile, I shake my head in wonder, in amazement that I have been so fortunate to have had god send down one of his blessed angels to care for me over the past 3 decades. She is a gift, the kinda gift that you get when you don’t expect it…a present, just cause…and its just what you wanted kinda deal.
My biggest fear is knowing that one day, she wont be around and it almost brings me to tears just thinking about it. Ive been told, don’t think about such things, but when something means that much to you, and you understand its true value, you cant help but think that you would do anything in your power to keep them forever, but also know…that no matter how much you care, and no matter what you do…you have absolutely no control over how much time you are given with that person.
Its human nature to take things for granted, the key is to realize that it’s one of our fatal flaws, which reminds me about an earlier blog I wrote about on TIME. Don’t let it pass you by, more importantly…don’t let peoples time that you desire pass you by either.
David.
posted by Big mouth | 11:48 AM
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WOW...she sounds wonderful :)
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