What to talk about....

I haven't had much to say as of late, I've thought of things I wanted to talk about, I brought up blanks.  I didn't even really feel like posting any videos, but I didn't want to go too long between blogs...I guess im kinda running on empty right now.

Its not that i don't feel good, i do...i've been in a pretty good mood as of late, im enjoying my new car and my dog is up with me for the next week or so while my mother vacations.

I guess im just getting away from the basics of happiness.  I have to make a decision to be happy for starters, which i am...but i lose focus of it from time to time.  Its easy to slip into that monotony, the blah factor, at least im aware that its there...now i just have to take some time to analyze my feelings I guess.

I've gotten away from my reading, i have gotten away from my writing...im not going to sleep as early as i was previously, my entire schedule is off whack and it kinda begun with the  whole purchasing of the car.   My finances for the first time in a long time underwent a budget, i was doing a  lot of back and forth due to the vehicle between home and the city...i guess when it comes down to it, i've decided that this is where i wanna be right now, this mental state that is.

Maybe all i needed to do was get on here and blow off a lil bit of BLAH...its kinda  funny, cause it relates to something else i do in life.  when im feeling BLAH, neutral...i don't like going to the gym, even tho its good for me because after i go, and during...i feel much better.  but that's still not enough to get my ass into the gym when im feeling that way.  Sometimes you have to give yourself that time, to just be... I dunno if it seems like im in a SHIT mood, cause truth is... im feeling alright :)   BIG MOUTH doesn't want any pity, got it....bitches.

Now that we've settled that, ill talk to you later.

David.