Sick and Tired

...we have all heard this phrase numerous times in our lives...it’s often over used…sometimes it fits the bill.

· Sick - deeply affected with some unpleasant feeling, as of sorrow, disgust, or boredom:

· Tired - to have one's appreciation, interest, patience, etc., exhausted; become or be weary

These are just a few of many definitions of the two words, but they are right up my alley as of late. I’m affected by unpleasant feelings a lot as of late and find that my patience and interest in things in general are becoming exhausted.

I have been buying myself things as of late, which is untypical of me…I’m a fu@king tight wad when it comes to cash. Even when it comes to me! I’m boosting my car EVERY morning because I refuse to spend money on a battery. Now that we are feeling the major chills, I’m forced into dropping some coin. I figure I am buying myself these things to compensate for my lack of self appreciation as of late.

This all stems from my lack of connection with people, in general…I’m kind of riding solo right now. I don’t have much of a support system as of late, the majority of my good friends are back home and spread out around Ontario. I need to plug into something positive. I’m playing hockey, twice a week now…trying to keep my head in the gym and eat right, which is real hard when I’m feeling less than 1oo%.

Maybe I don’t stress how important some of these pieces of my life truly are to me, maybe my mistakes that have led to this scenario…regardless, I want to address and remedy this problem as soon as possible.

David.