The " _____ " inside...
I’m naturally a very cynical person, it’s in my nature and no matter how fiercely I combat it…I just cant seem to shake it. At the same time, I try to be a positive person…even though I have my less than optimistic views here and there.
I’ve been struggling for weeks now to write blogs with substance, but I cant seem to bring it to the surface…I’ve been wanting to keep things inside. I miss my mom, I miss my family, I miss the smell of the city. I think I just miss home, I think that maybe I’m at a crossroads in my life where its time for me to roam, just jump on a random track and follow it wherever it may lead me. Time to let my mind relax, think more with my heart. To close my eyes and let my soul search out serenity.
I’m on the brink of knowing exactly what I want to say right now, but there is this MOTHER FU@KING TECH GUY IN HERE RIGHT NOW RUNNING HIS MOUTH ABOUT COMPUTER BULLSHIAT AND I CANT CONCENTRATE, but…. I realize that he is here to do a job, so my company can function like a well oiled machine.
(see, I told you I could fight the cynic inside)…
EVEN THO RIGHT NOW I WISH HE WOULD GET STRUCK DOWN BY A ROGUE METEOR.
It’s looking like I’m going to have to try and pick up where I left off some other time, till then…be good, take care…and please send me money :D common, its Christmas you pricks!
Big Mouth.
I’ve been struggling for weeks now to write blogs with substance, but I cant seem to bring it to the surface…I’ve been wanting to keep things inside. I miss my mom, I miss my family, I miss the smell of the city. I think I just miss home, I think that maybe I’m at a crossroads in my life where its time for me to roam, just jump on a random track and follow it wherever it may lead me. Time to let my mind relax, think more with my heart. To close my eyes and let my soul search out serenity.
I’m on the brink of knowing exactly what I want to say right now, but there is this MOTHER FU@KING TECH GUY IN HERE RIGHT NOW RUNNING HIS MOUTH ABOUT COMPUTER BULLSHIAT AND I CANT CONCENTRATE, but…. I realize that he is here to do a job, so my company can function like a well oiled machine.
(see, I told you I could fight the cynic inside)…
EVEN THO RIGHT NOW I WISH HE WOULD GET STRUCK DOWN BY A ROGUE METEOR.
It’s looking like I’m going to have to try and pick up where I left off some other time, till then…be good, take care…and please send me money :D common, its Christmas you pricks!
Big Mouth.
posted by Big mouth | 9:20 AM
1 Comments:
Nice...It's so much easier to live life as a cynic. You know why? Because it takes zero effort. Optimism, true happiness, inner peace... all these things take work, constant awareness of our thoughts and actions. The more we follow our hearts and the more we let nature takes its course, accept things for what they are and have faith in ourselves and our lives, amazingly the "_____" inside us dies. I say this purely from personal experience.
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