Funny Faces

Yeah, i know...LoL! and fu@k you too!

Big Mouth.

"missing me"

Time moves slowly, soon to lose importance…as I wander away, distancing who I am from who I was.

The pictures in my room are slowly fading…soon to be forgotten. Memories dropping behind me like a breadcrumb trail, soon to be swept up and swindled by my surroundings.

Forgetting, once a faux pas, is no longer my fault…

All that’s left…a few familiar faces and repeated rapture. I lay awake at night, afraid to close my eyes, knowing life will thieve me while I rest…replacing fond thoughts of a full life, with engulfing emptiness.

My once strong confident strut, is now an unsure shuffled walk. My bright eyes, once beacons, simply blink, sending out blank stares… my words, now incomprehensible sentences that speak solely to me.

Life now forces me into a landscape of isolation and loneliness.

Only a fraction of my former self. Moving aimlessly through an abundant world.

Alone I wander into this desert, without a fight….without a struggle.

And with, no return…..


David.

Matters of the Heart II

For those of you who DIDNT know, Big Mouth had been dating a girl for the last lil bit...something that ended a lil while back now. Ive had so much on my mind as of late that im even forgetting my routines, including this wicked fu@king blog. Here is whats going down, my car is parked in my ex GFs garage...its going to STAY there, but i need to get the winter prep done on it. Yeah i know its a lil fu@king late for that you jack@ss, like i said...IVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND THE LAST WHILE!

This weekend will involve me going to her place, shoveling out the snow in front of her garage in which the car is stored...then take it for a spin (if it starts) then add fuel stabilizer and overinflate the tires a bit. When thats all done, i will throw the intelligent charger i got today for 35 bucks on sale (SCORE) if i would have bought it yesterday, it would have been 7o bucks...pricks.

Anyways, its going to be difficult seeing her again, for obvious reasons... the human heart is a magnificent thing. How attatched the heart can be connected to another, not only when things are good...but even when the brain suggests it knows better. Its the brain that gets in the way, which is why its so difficult to love another UNCONDITIONALLY.... Unlike the brain, the heart is forgiving, as we should all be. I believe deep down, that we are all supposed to be connected by that bond, its only through fear, hurt and rejection that we dont allow ourselves to open our hearts to many. The irony, its the people closest to you that can hurt you the most...which is why many keep their heart at a distance.

The greatest people to ever walk this planet were the ones that werent afraid to love...so much so, that they embraced MANKIND. From Martin Luther King Jr to Ghandi - Mother Teresa to Jesus Christ himself.

I guess ill sum this up with this. Try and love with an open heart...with everyone. The bum on the street, the person who cuts you off in traffic, the person working 2 buildings over. Show compassion, empathy and kindness to all those you encounter.

David.

HAPPY NEW YEAR: CNN STYLE!

I was actually watching this on TV, just not when the clip youre about to see happened...unfortunately. The CNN broadcast of NYE was by far the worst, yeah...even worse than CITY TV's live entertainment (hard to believe, i know) Regardless, this piece of footage was by FAR the best thing that could have happened to this broadcast...Im pretty sure it was the only thing said that night that made ANYONE laugh.

Happy 2oo9 to you, your friends & family. You piece of trash :)

Big Mouth.