Random thoughts!

nothing to speak of really, just some random thoughts...really random lol. this entry wont make a lot of sense, but possibly spark some random thoughts of your own :D

I was in the park the other day, it was beautiful...lots of sun! In fact, it almost felt like summer if it werent for the cool breeze of "fuck you" from winter LoL, dude just doesnt want to let go. anyways, i was sitting on a rock and saw a buildup of leaves from the fall. the leaves were dry, void of mud and all the icky things of spring that you usually get before things really start to heat up. I picked up these leaves and crumpled them...then put my clasped hands to my nose. It reminded me of when i was a child and used to jump into the HUGE pile of the leaves that somebody else raked up hahahaha. that was the one incentive for my parents to slam on me when trying to teach me some responsibility...to rake the leaves, THEN i could jump in the pile :D This kinda takes me back to a previous blog where i talk about how "we" (you and i) are the same as we always have been, its circumsance and our surroundings that keep changing. we just get caught up so much trying to keep pace, we forget what its like to be kids! not only that, but the pleasures and joyfulness of being young, smelling the leaves, rolling around in the mud or getting grass stains on your knees and elbows :D

Then i turned my attention to an ant i saw running towards my foot and for some reason thought about how ants must have the BIGGEST fucking egos! Mastering the terrain, flexxing and shiat all the time going ON AND ON about how they can lift 8 times their own body weight! all the other insects rolling their eyes when they see the ants coming thru, lifing a massive leaf thats far too big for any practical ant use. Its just a fu@king show of power "LOOK AT ME, THE MIGHTY FU@KING ANT"

I remember being a child and eating a spider! I cant remember what it tasted like, sorry. I remember this kid in my grade 1 class that couldnt stop eating his eraser, that and red crayons. I think he was retarded. If i had to guess on where he was today in life, that guess would be jail. I would also guess that there is probably a NUN that has visitation rights that brings him a box of erasers every week...she tells him that they are bubblegum so he doesnt feel inadequte for a few minutes in a day, not like he gives a shiat either which way.

This is one messed up entry LoL, welcome to my world... eat dirt ya putz'

David.